I asked how they met.
She blushed and admitted
that he'd sent her a direct message,
asking the color of her underwear.
My mind is a whirlwind these days.
I am doing everything to distract my compulsive thoughts
Because I know I am not coping.
That i have f***ed this up
So here we are
In this place, waiting for redemption
How do you manage that deep sickening feeling of regretful decisions?
Blessings, on a lighter note, like indigestion it eventually passes. The wisdom, the key...get the lessons from the experience so when it comes around again (as most things that deep usually do) you can choose differently and thereby create a different outcome. On a more serious note, forgive yourself your mistakes, your humanness. Teach yourself to have compassion and empathy for self.ReplyDelete
I wish you peace of mind and spirit.
I think I just forgive myself and move on from regretful decisions. I cannot come kill myself. I apologise if there is a 3rd party and I move on.ReplyDelete